About Steven Aitchison
A shift in consciousness
For the last few years now my life has been changing and I couldn’t
really figure out how or why it was changing. Until a few days ago, I
have had a massive shift in my consciousness and I put it down to my thinking.
For years, since I was about 19 or so I have read a thousand books on self
development, I have listened to a hundred tapes on self development, and I
have attended a few seminars on self development. Some of them worked
for a while and some of them didn’t, I have sometimes been fortunate
there have been times when I have been unfortunate.
Reality shift
The reality shift came when I questioned my life, questioned my beliefs, and
questioned my existence and a few days ago some questions were answered.
Bear with me here as this is going to be long but I believe it will be worth
it.
I am God!!!! Truly, I am God. I have been trying to figure out why we
dream and a few years ago I asked myself the question I am in a dream just
now. I constantly asked the question ‘am I in a dream just now’.
There were some reality shifts at the time and I started looking at the world
in a different way, I looked at buildings with a sense of awe, I marvelled
at the way things worked instead of taking everything for granted. Eventually
I asked the question well if this is a dream ‘so what!’ I can no
more control the dream than I control my real life.
Then I started having lucid dreams, see
my eight articles on Lucid dreaming, and suddenly the whole question
of me controlling my life, or supposed dream, took on a whole new perspective. I
could control my dreams to a certain degree therefore it begged the question
could I control what happens in my life.
Life is a dream
Well, if I come from the perspective that my life is a dream I should be able
to control that. However in order to really believe that my life was
a dream I would have to wake up from my present perspective in order to do
that. How the hell would I do that? I was going further and further
down the rabbit hole.
In my lucid dreams if I wanted to fly, I would think ‘fly’ and
it would happen, if I wanted someone with me I would think of them and they
would be with me. Now could I do this in my ‘real life’? So
I went about trying it….’I want one million pounds…I want
the perfect woman in my life……….I want a family………etc. Did
it work? Did it hell and the reason for this was because I was trying to put
a new belief system on top of, what was my, current belief system.
New software
My belief system at the time was that: the world happened to me, everything
in my world happened by chance. It was unlucky that I went bankrupt;
it was unlucky that I lost a lot of money; I was unlucky to have not found
my true love. Now I believe that I create the world around me. I
am the controller of this dream I am having. I create the people in it,
I create the amount of money I have, I create my relationships, and I create
everything. For me it is a belief that I found difficult to install,
at first, but I am getting there.
Since I started installing the belief a few years ago wonderful things have
happened to me, I’ve discussed them before in previous posts: my wife,
my kids, my career, my everything has changed for the better.
Well, a few days ago something inside me clicked into place. I believe
the software of my new belief has been fully installed and ready to use and
it is amazing. Before this I used to say to myself I more or less believe
in the power of positive thought and the power of intention etc but now it’s
shifted a great deal to ‘I know this is real and I know it works’. I
don’t know why it has clicked into place just now I just know it has
and I am going to start to experiment big time with it.
The last few days
The last few days I have asking myself why I created the cars that are on
the road, why I created the people around me, why the people in my life were
in my life. Now, I am not talking that I am literally God I am talking
on another level, I didn’t really create the cars or the people but I
did manifest them and their manifestations have matched up with mine to be
in the same place at the same time.
I have literally jumped onto another level of consciousness without knowing
how I did it except to change my beliefs about things. I still see the
world with the same eyes but I see the world differently, I still hear the
same things. As it is such a new experience I am just getting used to
the feeling just now and the rush that has taken over, there’s an energy
inside me that is burning and I am trying to make sense of it all.
I have had similar shifts in consciousness when I was younger and there is
one thing in common and that is intentions. I intended to change at some point,
I intended to have lucid dreams, and I intended to manifest more money in my
life. The difference this time is that it is not a fleeting shifting
consciousness it is a lasting one. This shift is also, at the moment,
not discernable to the people around me, colleagues and family.
I am frightened just now to start using this power as I know it is so powerful
so I am going to take a few days to calm down and think about what I want in
my life and start the manifestations.
I really hope this all doesn’t sound too absurd and I hope I have explained
it well enough for you to understand. I am just typing furiously just
now. I think I have written about 1000 words in the space of 20 minutes.
I will write more on this when my brain has had time to absorb the information
and the new energy it has.
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welcome to the club
This has alot too do with the Mayan calendar…..Check out my blog i am sure it will answer some of your questions.
Goodluck dude, and keep your chin up!
Kevin
Hello, just read this post about changing consciousness and am very intrigued. I recently experienced a similar elevation in consciousness. You were exactly right when you said you are God! That was precisely my revelation. We are God. People are God. Anything is possible! We were taught to think in limits but the truth is everything is limitless! We are everything and everything is us. We can be the change we wish to see! We are merely a single consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. Life is what you make it. The cliches go on and on but they are true. You are god, I am god. I manifested your post by desiring to see it, you manifested my response by desiring to see if others experienced the same. We are one! Peace to you! (It’s peace to me
How cool is this. You’re absolutely right. Our belief systems are the drivers of our experiences. It’s really hard to shift one’s perception, but I’m working on it too. It’s funny that you’re having dreams of flying because everyone I know has dreams of flying. I guess we just need to alter our beliefs so we can fly.
Yes this is all true and i have gone through this too in the last 2 years experiencing and finally realising i am god creating all reality around me.
Now ive gone even further then this and said to myself the following. If i am god or conciousness, why am i constructing all these things around me i.e the entire world. I am now realising that true consiousness is not the material world in any form but the state of bliss that exists when you withdraw completely from all forms of conciousness and let go completely of every facet of your life.
I tried the whole creating my own reality and it got boring real quick. Yes you can create your own reality and get all those things you ever wanted but to paraphrase william shatner ‘what would god want with a starship’
The truth is all material things and physcial things or even relationships are false and non lasting. You can’t get joy from them even so called true love because its all an ILLUSION. you can only get true joy from returning to your impermenant source state and that means releasing everything you thought you held dear to you. Everything.
just to add to that. See if you create all reality i.e your perfect car, your perfect wife, your perfect business etc or whatever you want then thats really you creating the reality. The reality itself is not seperate from you. So all those things are really YOU. Your creating them. So the question becomes and its something i’ve personally gone through.
Once you’ve manifested all these things why do you still feel a profound sense of anxiety or dissapointment after the intial buzz has worn off from your newly created manifestations.
What i have come to realise is that all life and all facets of life are illusions created by the ego to fullfill a need to cover the real truth about ourselves. The real truth is we our infinite conciousness with no need for the material world. The ego created the material world to blind us from the truth. This is why our lusts, wants, needs are still in operation even after we realise we are the creators. The reality is that all life as we know it is illusion and all life as we know it regardless of what we create leads to suffering and unhappiness. This is because all life i.e the physical world is temporal in nature. The only permanent thing which exists is our true origin state which wants not, needs not and is just in a state of non judgemental existance. It has no state. It has no need for understanding of ideas such as love, hate, anger, jealousy, desire. All these things are creations of the ego to blind us from the truth.
We are already dead and the truth is the ego has created the material world around us to blind us from the truth. In our source real true state we are all that is, all that will ever be. Infinite conciousness with no need or wants. We just are….
“…the ego has created the material world around us to blind us from the truth.” How is the ego separate from us? It can’t be, if we are all that is. So, aren’t we in truth both the material world and that egoless state of being? And yet we are nothing. The Indigo Girls said it well, I think:
“We hold nothing, nothing is ours
Not even love so fierce it burns like baby stars.
But this poverty is our greatest gift –
The weightlessness of us
As things around begin to shift.”
Yeah, spot on, seems pretty universal to me. how about creating a universal co-create game where we consciously change big things together in the collective consciousness. Take it to a bigger level than our own lives?
So where is all this going? I feel a huge change inside myself. I don’t believe in any of the things I was raised to about religion or life or even death. If all this is an illusion, and it feels like it is, what’s the point, and when can I wake up? Having money, things or a great life seems less and less important. I’ve bcome obsessesd with wanting to know more. I feel like I’m treading water, going through the motions of work and life waiting for something to happen.